our hopes and expectations/black holes and revelations

The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

So many tests, it's maddening. Every night is spent studying or practicing, and just think how it would all be in vain if I get retained this year. I'm doing it all for me, and I don't even like it. Well, I can only try. At least common tests are off this term.

I am nearly broke,so eff off moneyborrowers.Three upcoming birthdays and I need to pay at least $20 for at least two prezzies. I always mean to skive off food during recess but somehow I get too hungry. And I don't want to bring food from home.

Today during CME, Mustafa and Theo were the only ones who put up their hands when the teacher asked who wanted only one kid in the future. Of course. And Theo sits right behind him,too. They must have discussed it well to be so sure.

5 Things I Will Never Do

1) Wear 3/4 length capris.

People wear them all proudly and stuff,without being aware that they actually make their legs fatter and shorter than they really are.You can't pull this off,unless you're Lily Cole or Kate Moss.Try knee-lengths instead.

2)Accept Britney Spear's latest husband, K-Fed.

Even Justin Timberlake feels sorry for her. And while she's working so hard in the recording studio and looking after both Preston London and her unborn kid, he's off partying til the wee hours of the morn or cruising down highways with a red Ferrari. Bought with her money, of course. But she's a fool.

3)Embrace black lipstick.

It's not sexy. It's ghastly. What is it supposed to be mean? That your lips are rotting away? Well,gross then. If thats how you want to look like, go bury yourself six feet under first.

4)Rebond my hair again.

Last time it happened, it was November in 2004. Firstly the process is a long one. Secondly, it's unnatural-looking.The tips look so...square.Spongebob would be proud to call them his pants. Thirdly, it's bad for the hair.You fry your hair,sort of. The tips look so dry,too.

5)Fail English.

Getting a C5 was bad enough. Getting a D7 and below is...abominable.No,no,only 23 and above for my essays from now on, and a B3 for the final result.

i thought the world of you
5:26 PM